'Tis wet and windy tonight, as it was all day. Not exactly hospitable gardening weather. I've been pulling the odd weed, amending soil and moving plants around when the weather is dry enough to do so. When it rains, or rather, spritzes, as it tends to do here in Portland, I say damn the lack of atmospheric hospitality, I'm going to get down on all fours and investigate my garden up close, nose to the dirt..
One of the many things I love about Spring is watching my perennials emerge from the soil in their half awake state. The best way to witness this slo mo performance is down on the ground, just above soil level, the better to discover a sturdy little node pushing its way into the open. Some of these beauties surprise me...I've either forgotten I'd planted them or I assumed they would not return. Last Spring, I had hauled a load of perennials from my old home in Bend back up to Portland where they would sit in my garage for a month. By the time I had dug out a nice bed in which to plant them, most of them had gotten moldy and looked absolutely pathetic. Nonetheless, knowing that plants are capable of beating pretty stiff odds, I planted them all in the primordial Portland earth, hoping that soil would nourish my poor plants back to their lush former selves. Took two Springs, but everything I brought back from Bend came back beautifully, some even better than before. Blade shaped, lime green, miniature hosta leaves, deep purple, ruffled heuchera, 'Angelina' sedum, tinged with orange, raspberry red euphorbia, even my clematis 'Etoile Violette', all are lush and reaching happily skyward.
And yet, there are no guarantees despite best intentions. All experienced gardeners know that, make their peace with it, and carry on. My friend Stacey has had a couple of different gardens in the time she has lived in Portland. She is a talented gardener, one who loves new and different plants. Before she bought her home, Stacey had never had a problem growing plants here... everything she planted came up and thrived joyously. Her new yard, probably just under a quarter acre (huge for an urban plot), posed some new and confounding problems, problems she has not yet figured out. Most of the perennials still love Stacey's patch of Portland muck, but the property harbors some deadly mysteries that have choked the life out of several large and lovely specimens. A four foot tall and endearingly plump Alberta spruce suddenly began to drop its fuzzy little needles. A treasured Japanese maple dried up in one year's time. Bamboo, which runs almost weed like in these parts, dried up just as Spring was springing. What the hell?
Answer is, sometimes it just isn't meant to be, even in the emerald city of Portland. It's a greater life lesson that we take away from the experience...that the beloved can be sadly ephemeral and that nothing in life is guaranteed. From there we can learn to live as much as we can in the present, savor what we have in front of us right here, right now, and cherish the memory of that which we cannot touch, taste, or smell anymore.
The photos are various early spring shots from my yard and beyond!

